I am the person who is not allowed

I am the person who is not allowed to participate in the Nobel Prize contest. Year after year for God knows how many years i am not allowed to participate in the Nobel Prize contest. Do you understand?, if you understand you are infinitely important. What does what I said mean?. Knowledge is censored, knowledge that is discovered is not allowed to be known. Do you know why?. If I die you know you talked, or listened to, the most intelligent person of all time because I have discovered the nature of addiction, God and money and more talents. I don’t feel now  like going back to work in the kitchen, I will give myself some time to rest mentally. Thank you.