God is addiction recovery impossibility possible miracle eternal mortal finite infinite alive inert dream reality gradual stepped same different perfect imperfect superior inferior credible incredible conscious unconscious animal plant mineral universe number money creation evolution everything nothing created with without creator with without beginning end in time past present future from the will to live love care matter. hell and heaven is ourselves for eternity til endless death. there are no secrets. God can not be deceived. truth is life and lie is death.