I need to overcome the censorship. I want to live in an isolation cell experiencing the punishment I would inflict a serial killer

I need to overcome the censorship. I want to live for the rest of my life in an isolation cell experiencing the punishment I would inflict on a serial killer. My cell is the serial killer’s cell. Please, don’t confuse me for a mad man. I claim I have rediscovered after Spinoza the nature of God. I am a psychologist,  it is not easy to discover the nature of God. I made other discoveries i feel people don’t want to hear and I feel I don’t want to mention because people get jealous. Are you a journalist?. What is news?. What is a censorship?. Why knowledge is being censored?. Nothing works, words don’t work. Would you fear a person who adamantly is asking for a life sentence in an isolation cell to experience the punishment he would inflict on a serial killer?. What do I have to lose?. Share if you dare and care. Thank you.