I don’t want to freak out humanity

I don’t want to freak out humanity. I was the most disturbed. Schizophrenia, ocd, bipolar, delusions, psychopathy and others. More than that. The power of my commitment was God, I believed, I did it for God. The perfect plan for me. I really need absolute immunity to talk. It’s about the plan. I was fooled by the devil. The devil deceived me when I was a child. The devil is powerful. The devil hurt me. I didn’t know, I believed the devil. I thought the devil was God. I was deceived by the devil when I was a kid. What the devil wants? The devil told me it was God’s plan. You don’t believe me. Nobody understands. Nobody believes. I am alone. It’s a disease. It’s a weird reality but somehow for me it made the perfect sense. Perfection. I wanted Perfection. My God’s plan was perfection, the perfection. Do you understand the motive? Nobody understands. How can you possibly understand? It’s about control. You feel in control, you decide the outcome. I need time.  Thank you.