In war who wins?

In war who wins? Nobody wins fighting. The winner is who lose less fighting. Fighting at war what good outcome can be achieved? Life is destroyed at war. What do you live for? What makes you happy? What do you want? What do you fight  for? Why russians and ukranians are losing their lives? At the end of the war what Zelenskiy and Putin are going to say? Who is going to be happy at the end.  When the peace is achieved who is going to be victorious and happy after what has been left. I need to talk because I am a psychologist and I claim I have discovered atheism is a logical fallacy that assumes God is the religious idea of the creator of the creation to conclude wrongly no creator exists because a particular idea of God doesn’t exist. The atheist logical fallacy is easy to understand being honest and impossible lying to oneself. Spinoza was right and nobody listened. Pantheism is the truth and God is literally everything that exists. God is alive and feeling and knowing everything. God knows God’s Creation and I want to end religion and atheism with knowledge. Whoever understands my concept of God will abandon atheism and religion. You have to. If God exists everything we do and think matters, everything we believe matters. The truth is the only that matters because the universe was created from something intelligent. Hurting reality is literally hurting God. When a molecule is divided God is literally divided. I am trying to overcome  an injust censorship. Why my ideas don’t count? I need to rest. I need money, I want the money from my Nobel Prizes. I know I am right. As long as life exists in the universe God keeps alive. God, the universe has to survive. The most important is to preserve life, our reality, our planet, the universe. God created self and the only that matters is to take care of God’s Creation. One by one I can’t win the debate, it is impossible. To win I need the discovery that atheism is a logical fallacy to be news. Future generations will understand I am right if they know the atheist logical fallacy. The horrible reality that atheists and religious people sell doesn’t exist. God, you, reality, keeps living as long as God is alive. If life creates life God keeps alive. The universe is a game, a design, God created life to live. It’s about being happy. It doesn’t matter if I am happy or unhappy, as long as I am alive the story continues. I need this loving poem be read in prisons, Ukraine, Russia and where my truth is needed. Time is running out and is eternal. It’s about being a good person taking care of God’s Creation. Keep this loving poem in case in the future you need it. It is a talisman, a good advice. It’s about creating good memories. Happiness is in the small pleasures of life. Living is about creating a story. Living it’s trying to create the best story possible. The world is changing in front of your eyes, because now humanity know more. Now humanity know God exists, humanity understand from nothing can not be created something therefore reality is eternal. Is it God or is it the universe? Your story is for you and everyone else for you for ever. The universe is a big brother, all lives are exposed. God is a big brother, past present and future. All is connected, life and death were created and are connected. All is the same substance. All is God. God is incredible. God is real. God is for all the same, like you would expect reality to be. It’s about being conscious that we are observed, heard, felt constantly by a superior entity that is all. God knows all because it is literally everything that exist. God designed this stuff called reality that feels incredible. We are alive and that’s good. I want a happy life, I regret my sins, for eternity. I am a completely different person, now I know more. Studying, living, making an incredible effort. Thank you.