I want to ask Zelenskiy or Putin

I imagine i ask Zelenskiy or Putin face to face “what do you want?” without crying.  I am a psychologist and person of many talents and I have discovered God is necessary. Of the rest of the vital discoveries for humanity that would make you rich and get you out of prison better we don’t talk. I don’t want to irritate and upset you with my successes in life. I am a recovering addict and you should understand. Can I know something you don’t? I have learnt living and studying, with a lot of effort, i have read so many books, it doesn’t come to you, you have to search for it with effort, and it’s never too late to change. God exists for real, the universe was created for real, eternity exists. The war is literally destroying and killing God. Do you understand what it means to me? For me ukrainians and russians were the same because they both speak perfectly russian and I wanted to learn russian language. God knows I tried and I failed. I am an enthusiastic of the russian language, I wanted to learn russian to speak with russians and ukrainians, because languages are interesting. The war must stop. I need this loving poem to be shared. I am crying inside. Thank you.