I have a fantasy

I have a fantasy. Your life is a dream. Your matters being God exists. I want you to understand the meaning of my words. When I said God exists what did you understand? I am a psychologist and person of many talents, not a preacher or a charlatan looking for attention. I don’t stand in front of humanity to lie to you. I am not an attention seeker. Is it possible to be wrong? Is it possible to believe it is impossible to be wrong? Is it possible to believe it is impossible to be wrong believing? You believe God exists or God doesn’t exist. I know God exists, and if you knew you would tell. I don’t know when I am going to die and I struggle one day at a time. Every moment I survive is a triumph. We live in a dangerous and horrible world and people don’t wish you the best. I am the good guy in the film of life that tells you the truth. I imagine I am in prison for a crime I didn’t commit. I want to recover multiple social media accounts suspended and I hope not destroyed trying to save the world as fast as I can. I want future generations to know I did what I could. I am a recovering addict and I know humanity is living a lie. You should understand. Spinoza was right and when a molecule is divided God is literally divided. I am tired and I believe I tried everything, it is what it is. Humanity don’t care if God exists or not. The truth that saves literally your life is atheism is a logical fallacy that assumes God is the religious idea of the creator of the creation to conclude wrongly no creator exists because a particular idea of God doesn’t exist. I want to be recognized. I want my Nobel Prizes. It is impossible to do what I am doing. Can you do what I am doing? Could you please ask to save your beautiful, innocent and vulnerable children’s lives for the proof that the Quran was memorized? Life is not a joke and I want to know the truth. I need time. I need to rest mentally. I am exhausted. Is my life for real? You have to understand future generations will understand. God exists because logically it is impossible the existence of the creation or finitude without the creator or infinitude. Thank you.