To understand the nature of God you just have to be honest, open minded, be willing to change your understanding of reality and see yourself as a fool. The theory of Life and Death impossibility possible miracle God is the first theory on God based on logic, rational thinking, philosophy. The irrefutable as a mathematical truth kalam cosmological argument supported by reason concludes that it is impossible to exist existance without the existence of an impossibility possible, miracle, God. If everything needed to be created or be dependent nothing would exist. I exist therefore I was created or always existed and the creator was created or always existed, therefore God exists. God exists as certain as i exist. I was created by my parents and I always existed because I am my parents, that are my grandparents that are everything else impossibility possible miracle God. God is neither created nor destroyed, only transformed alive or dead, like a miracolous game of life and death with infinite existence and non existence pieces morphing in time. I am the same and different person than i was yesterday and I would be tomorrow impossibility possible miracle God. God is like a miracolous eternal mother that knows, experience and understands everything and her children are herself because everything comes from within her because nothing existed before. God is creator and creation, intelligent designer and design, everything that existed, exist and would exist, all reality.
The debate between religious people and atheists is encysted because God exists as irrefutable as a mathematical truth and the perfect religious god is dead because there is not life without death, perfection without imperfection, happiness without happiness, existence without absence. I predict that atheism and religion would end, mortality rates would collapse and wellbeing would skyrocket when humanity understand that hell and heaven is ourselves for eternity til endless death when all life die and God die to become the perfect, omniscient religious god as evidence of a miracle and the existence of God.
God is perfect for being imperfect impossibility possible miracle, and does not know the future because God has created free will and determination, because nothing existed before and all was created from Self after, and has given conscious life the power to decide and transform Self. Life knowing the future is death, like playing a perfect character in a role playing game not rolling the dices or taking decisions because knows and accomplish everything.
I have discovered that addiction is the psychology of a liar many years ago and humanity are dying deceived deceiving because are not honest. If the truth is known infinite lives would be saved.