relax. close your eyes. i like your happiness and i need to be known impossibility possible miracle God eternal mortal finite infinite alive inert dream reality gradual stepped perfect imperfect superior inferior universe number money drugs everywhere nowhere everything nothing animal plant mineral conscious unconscious same different created with without creator with without beginning end in time past present future from the will to live love care matter. hell and heaven is ourselves for eternity til endless death. there are no secrets. truth is life and lie is death. open your eyes.