I need a chance. I need a change

I need a chance. I need a change. For how long do I have to keep entertaining humanity?, it feels like torture. I am strong and I am determined to obtain what I want because what I want is good for God. God is all reality, Spinoza was right. Humanity is deceived and the damage is real and eternal. I want to live for the rest of my life in an isolation cell experiencing the punishment I would inflict on a serial killer. I offer money if you give me the chance to live for the rest of my life punished like I would punish a serial killer. The psychological experiment can not be safer and cheaper. I want to survive in an isolation cell with next to nothing. Food, water, light and a sturdy uniform. If it’s cold i put more clothes on, if it’s hot I take clothes off. Being alone is not torture. I want to put my life where my mouth is. Emergency. Share if you dare and care. Thank you.