I am a psychologist and I am perplexed.

I am a psychologist and I am perplexed. I claim I have rediscovered after Spinoza the nature of God and i made more discoveries of knowledge. I need to overcome the censorship. Humanity is dying needlessly. Words don’t work. Would you listen to a psychologist who vehemently ask to live for the rest of my life in an isolation cell to experience the punishment I would inflict on a serial killer?. I claim being isolated or alone for the rest of a life is not torture and I want to put my life where my mouth is. I need a chance. I need a change. The psychological experiment can not be cheaper and safer, so what is the problem?. I want to know. Share if you dare and care to end the pain. My truth is atheism is a logical fallacy that assumes God is the religious idea of the creator of the creation to conclude wrongly no creator exists because a particular idea of God doesn’t exist. Thank you.