I will try to explain how i understand God

I will try to explain how i understand God. Attention because I am not talking about religion. I am talking about an intelligent entity that created the universe after existing forever. God is everything. God is living. I am not talking about your god. I am talking about a completely different God. Could I be right and you wrong?. Spinoza was a rational philosopher. Rationality is reasoned thinking. God exists because logically it is impossible the existence of the creation, or reality that has a beginning of existence, without the creator. Reality is created from reality. From nothing , or absence of existence, can not be created something. God created its own life and death to live. How severely would you punish someone who hurts you if you were all powerful?.  God experience all lives and God is powerful and doesn’t like pain and suffering. What would you do with a life that gives you pain and suffering?. Does reality do what you would do?.  All lives are literally God’s Life. As long as life exists in the universe God is alive and the show goes on. The life you have is the life you choose and Time and Space can not be deceived. God is a Big Brother of the universe living. Did you understand?. Thank you.