I am trying to explain how is God for me.

I am trying to explain how is God for me. Imagine a person who is wonderful and treats reality fantastic and one day because he was lazy throws a banana peel to the floor and leaves the scene. He doesn’t know but after another person stepped on the banana peel, slipped and falls hitting his head on the floor and dies. Regardless of how much good  has done to God the person who threw the banana peel is responsible for a death. The accident would not have happened if he hadn’t thown the peel. God is unforgiving,  God doesn’t want excuses, God doesn’t want tragedies. Does it really matter to God if there was no intention to kill?. The result for God is the lost a life regardless of the intention. Life is a game or aventure and death is resurrection and continuation. As long as there is life in the universe the show goes on. My truth is atheism is a logical fallacy that assumes God is the religious idea of the creator of the creation to conclude wrongly no creator exists because a particular idea of God doesn’t exist. If religion is false doesn’t make atheism true. Did you understand?. Thank you.