I am perplexed.

I am perplexed. Would you go or take your children to a psychologist who claims to be the greatest and the most intelligent person of all time?. I made discoveries of knowledge i feel i don’t want to mention because people get jealous. I say i am a recovering addict and Spinoza’s God is the true God. I am knowledgeable. I am a rational thinker. I am censored. I am ostracized socially. I deserve Nobel Prizes. Could you put yourself in my mind?. What would you do?. I need help, being the most intelligent person of all time i can not figure out how to overcome the most severe censorship of knowledge in history trying to save lives. Knowledge saves lives. Knowledge improves quality of life. Knowledge has to be used wisely, otherwise it can be a weapon of destruction. My truth is atheism is a logical fallacy that assumes God is the religious idea of the creator of the creation to conclude wrongly no creator exists because a particular idea of God doesn’t exist. Thank you.