I need a psychologist.

I need a psychologist. I need help. Can you help me? I can not stop smoking cannabis. I tried many times and there are periods that I don’t smoke but without a job once I start I want more. It’s nice to live stoned. When I am  stoned I feel like doing nothing, I want to be left in peace with my thoughts. Cannabis affects your appetite. During the journey the appetite is reduced. I have eaten many times food stoned. In general I think I eat less living stoned or most of the time stoned. What of what i just said is a lie and what is true? I am hooked, I don’t like, I don’t want to land. Can anyone help me please? I am a poet, artist. Did you like my poem? I am a recovering addict and I speak Spanish, Italian, English and a little bit of Russian and i am unemployed looking for a job. Do you think i am unemployable? I need a change. I know it’s in me to change. I need a chance. I am a psychologist, economist, rational thinker, chef and my truth is atheism is a logical fallacy that assumes God is the religious idea of the creator of the creation to conclude wrongly no creator exists because a particular idea of God doesn’t exist. I can help with my knowledge. I have predicted the end of cryptocurrencies and the crash of the gold market. I need future generations to know the atheist logical fallacy. I want to transform the food industry with new ideas. Why so much food is wasted? I would like to inspect the journey of the food from the beginning of the production til the end when the customers buy or eat the product. I know i deserve Nobel Prizes. I don’t know when I am going to die. Body is mind and mind is body and all is God. My theory is censored. I think God is Time and Space transforming. I think our lives are eternal. Would you like to live forever?. God lives if life exists. As long as life exists, as long as i exists i know God exists. The creation was created by the creator and Spinoza was right. Thank you.