I am depressed

I am depressed, demoralized and I need help. I have made discoveries of knowledge and i can prove my claim. What kind of people is humanity?. Incredible, I can not believe reality. I need to establish contact. Am I going to die like this? Am I going to die trying? Am I going to die badly like Spinoza died badly?. I know how humanity treated Spinoza and worse is happening to me. I am a poet and psychologist and more. Love is in you and hate is in you. Happiness is in you and unhappiness is in you. Am I trying to be understood. Do you have children with problems? I can help your children. You can help your children teaching them the atheist logical fallacy. My truth is atheism is a logical fallacy that assumes God is the religious idea of the creator of the creation to conclude wrongly no creator exists because a particular idea of God doesn’t exist. Your understanding is your salvation. It’s about changing who you are, the mind is flexible. God is the Mind Healer and cures addiction and other problems. Thank you.