I am waiting for the end of the censorship.

I am waiting for the end of the censorship. Lives could have been saved. Lives were lost. I am depressed. I need to be successful. They don’t understand they are deceived. They don’t understand atheism and religion are misunderstandings of reality. They don’t react. They ignore. I am trying to provoke a response. They don’t understand the future will be better. Is it my fault humanity are deceived and censor knowledge?. I deserve better and the doors are closed. Why the doors are closed? It’s impossible to overcome the censorship. God exists and God can not be deceive. God knows the intentions and I am trying to end religion and atheism with reason. My truth is atheism is a logical fallacy that assumes God is the religious idea of the creator of the creation to conclude wrongly no creator exists because a particular idea of God doesn’t exist. Why the atheist logical fallacy is censored? Thank you.