A plan is needed

A plan is needed. I am a thinker. It’s not right what is happening to me. I feel I am fighting. I am fighting and my ideas are censored. The good ideas are censored. The truth is censored. Why? It’s irrational. It’s irrational behavior. I want to live a rational life. I want to live well. Is it my fault humanity are deceived? Is it my fault humanity made up gods? Is it my fault humanity censored Spinoza? How much is worth a life? You are witness, you will know if I won or lost. Reality is the only that matters. I want to overcome a censorship. Will I overcome the censorship? Maybe yes, maybe not. My life is about trying always to overcome a censorship. My life, you may argue, is monotonous. Is my life monotonous? I am not bored? I don’t have time to be bored, I have to overcome the censorship. I live obsessively to overcome an unjust censorship. I need attention, do I look like someone in need of attention? I think about God. I think about eternity and infinity. Life is short and what matters is eternity. What you do you do and it’s for eternity. The story continues, the game continues, life creates life and the story continues. I am unemployed and i deserve better. I am a good chef, i am a good worker. I value. I am a good person. I am excluded. I had other plans. I had dreams. My dreams are not fulfilled. Is a mistake?. This is not normal. The situation is not good. I am right and you are wrong, so why to persist making the same mistakes?. I am trying to help you. Thank you.