I need to talk with you. I am psychologist

I need to talk with you please. I am a psychologist and addict in recovery and I am high and travelling, I am on my holiday or period of my life to reflect. I don’t want to land. I don’t want to end my holiday. I am better now doing what i am doing when I smoke. Every spliff is a period of my life. It is impossible to escape with marihuana and once you know what the game or party is all about then you continue if you want. You choose to get into another aventure or land. Marihuana is about being the protagonist of your life. You could say you travel to another dimension or other you. Thinking different is guaranteed during the holiday. The holiday is to learn and have fun. I don’t want to land. Reality is worse than what i do now. I want more holiday. I want to remain stoned as a protest. I am high and I want to remain stoned as a protest.