Is my life for real

Is my life for real? I help people to survive, so what’s the problem?. You know, remember, I didn’t forget the war in Ukraine. Whoever you are. I need help. I need the discovery that atheism is a logical fallacy to be news. I am not saying I am right, I could be wrong. Anyone can be right or wrong. I could be wrong and atheism could not be a logical fallacy. But what if I am right and God exists? What is news and what should be news. I can die anytime and I don’t want to die badly like Spinoza. I claim, a psychologist claims I have discovered God exists. I know more, my cv is incredible, but it is what it is. It is not understood and the censorship continues. To end the war and save lives. I said and did everything and you are infinitely important because you are witness. You are witness that I can not do or say anything more. You can tell why happened, the story in front of your eyes. The story is happening as I am writing and you are reading. I am tired and also you know that because you witnessed. My truth is atheism is a logical fallacy that assumes God is the religious idea of the creator of the creation to conclude wrongly no creator exists because a particular idea of God doesn’t exist. I think about homelessness. Thank you.