I am an attention seeker. I need attention.

I am an attention seeker. I need attention. I want attention. So many people know me. I am noticeable. I steal your attention. Now you are reading and because you understand you are infinite important. Regardless of who you are you are literally God’s Creation. God created you or the universe. Why? God created your life and my life and all lives in the universe. Why would God create life after existing forever? Why would you create something as incredible as life and death after existing forever. We exist for a reason. Without God nothing really matters, without God you exist but without afterlife it seems reality doesn’t makes sense. Why this amazing reality exists? Reality is eternal and God is scary. The reality you are experienced right now is eternal and infinite. God is eternal and infinite and also mortal and finite. I am explaining how I understand reality. This loving poem if you remember will help you with all your problems. It can not hurt to know God exists and Spinoza was right. When reality is hurt God is literally hurt, perfection is hurt. God is perfect for being imperfect and mortal, like you would like reality to be. Reality matters because reality is mortal and God has to survive. God is literally an eternal game to life or death. If God dies the game is over for ever. If all life in the universe die the game is over for all of us for ever. When we die we keep living being Time and Space transforming. God is past present and future. The past can not be changed and what happened happened and is history. I feel. I feel reality. My advice to escape from prison is to change the prison from within. First try to change the prison from within and see how the results go. To change the prison and live well everyone has to know God exists because logically it is impossible the existence of the creation or finitude without the creator or infinitude. Spinoza was right and nobody listened. The censorship has been the problem from the beginning. The war can end. We live transforming reality to our liking. I am rehabitated sooner than expected, now i am a better person, know i am more knowledgeable. We live the best way we know or can. Is it possible to be wrong? You choose in captivity. You choose as long as you decide. The truth that saves literally your life and makes you happy is atheism is a logical fallacy that assumes God is the religious idea of the creator of the creation to conclude wrongly no creator exists because a particular idea of God doesn’t exist. Thank you.