What bothers me

What bothers me is I don’t know why my last poem was removed. I don’t really know. Why? I don’t really know. I am confused. They keep me confused. Is this what they call “gaslighting”?. It’s bad. You feel bad and if you feel bad someone is doing something wrong. If you are in a situation and you feel bad someone is doing something wrong. You may wonder if it is your fault, may be it’s you, may be the other is right. It’s about trying to hurt you trying to make you believe it’s your fault. They put you down. They don’t wish you the best. I wish you the best. Spinoza failed because nobody listened. I am shouting from a nazi concentration camp. It’s poetry. It’s the truth. I want this loving poem to be read in Ukraine and Gaza and in general where my truth is needed. God exists for ever. Thank you.