What if I die?

What if I die? It’s too much. You can not say mistakes were made. You know it is not a mistake. Why I can not persuade an ukrainian person to share information to interrupt the war? Why I can not persuade people to share information to interrupt the war? Humanity don’t fight with honour and innocent and vulnerable children are hurt and killed in conflicts. It’s about fighting different, it’s about with honour. Is it my fault what happened in the Second World War? If it is not our fault what happened in the Second World War why this society is victim of unexploded bombs from the Second World War? Did they think about us? Did the generation who fought the Second World War thought about the consequences for us of dropping bombs? I need to rest. An exercise to improve your life is to read Spinoza. The truth that saves literally your life and makes you happy is atheism is a logical fallacy that assumes God is the religious idea of the creator of the creation to conclude wrongly no creator exists because a particular idea of God doesn’t exist. God created life for a reason. Why God would create life after existing forever? If you think about what I said you would feel incredibly better. Emergency. Thank you.