I need a psychologist

I need a psychologist because I want to quit cannabis. I smoked cannabis in the past recklessly. I was not in my right mind, now i am better. I want to quit cannabis to improve my health. I need to exercise and rest mentally and physically. Cannabis is a magical plant. Cannabis is a drug for thinkers, introspective. I am a psychologist and rational thinker. I am a recovering addict. Could I know something that you don’t? Is it possible to believe it is impossible to be wrong believing? I claim I have discovered God exists and I can prove it. Obviously I am censored. Spinoza was right and pantheism is the truth. Imagine you are in a nazi concentration camp. The truth that saves literally your life is atheism is a logical fallacy that assumes God is the religious idea of the creator of the creation to conclude wrongly no creator exists because a particular idea of God doesn’t exist. Am I right or am I wrong? Innocent and vulnerable children are being killed and hurt in conflicts because humanity don’t fight with honour. Who is complaining that humanity have always fought without honour and innocent and vulnerable children have been victimized? The war must stop. The war can continue later, but fighting with honour so innocent and vulnerable children are not hurt. Your problems are not the children’s fault. A truce would suffice. We are all living in the same world, the same planet. I am a person like you and I can be right or wrong like you. I am cancelled. I know who I am and I want to end religion and atheism with logic and rational thinking. Imagine a world without religion and atheism understanding God is all, literally. Do you like God? Do you like the world? Who has created the world? Who are the most influential? The three Abrahamic religions are guilty of so much, all religions are guilty of so much. Atheism is guilty of so much. Reality is what it is. God exists necessarily because logically what has a beginning of existence must be created from what is eternal. Not all reality can be created. Something eternal created the universe. Something eternal and incredibly powerful and intelligent created the universe. God decided to create the universe uncaused after existing forever. Why? To understand reality I recommend Spinoza. Spinoza’s God is a different concept of God. A better future for all is possible with more knowledge. Humanity censor the knowledge that saves their children’s lives. Humanity censor the truth. The truth is God exists. The debate is absurd. Spinoza discovered centuries ago God exists and maybe others also. Do you understand? Your eternal existence depends on your understanding. Something infinitely more important than oneself exists. The whole is infinitely more important than the parts. Life is for all the same, whoever discovers the true God wins. My life is not important, what is important is the idea to survive. If you remember sooner or later you would escape from prison. If you want to protect yourself in prison you have to teach why God exists. God exists because from nothing can not be created something. Reality is eternal. Infinitude exists. God is the mind that created the body. That’s all. I think God is Time and Space transforming and is alive as long as life exists. God is eternal, and mortal. God is literally a game to eternal life or death, perfection. God is perfect justice, perfect karma, perfect hell and heaven because literally everything we do we do it to Ourself. I am talking about knowledge, psychology, a different understanding of reality. God is scary because it is real and eternity exists. God created life to live. The past is the problem, the past can not be changed. The past is history. The present and future is the focus. We focus in what we do now to have a better future. How can I win the next point to not get broken? If I am not broken I can win the game and if I win the game I can win the set and the match. Tennis is beautiful. Until the last point you are alive. Some points are more important than others. You don’t want to double fault on break point. You can take more risks serving when you are 40-0 and you have 3 game points. The most important, the only that matters, what sport is about, is to not get injured. You have to protect yourself. Too much exercise is bad for the body. Too much exercise causes injuries. In sports like tennis I would say all of the injuries but exceptions like a bad fall are caused by too much training. What can cause also injuries are marathons. For me at the end of every 6-6 games there should be a tie break to the best of 7 points with two points of difference and that’s it. And in running I am not a fan of distances longer than 10 kilometers. It’s about not giving to the body more than the body resist, to not break the body. When lifting why to lift weights that put the body to a maximum strain? Injuries are caused by bad exercising. Now in tennis the injury is the norm, not the exception. Now there is a constant worry that players get injured. I was worried for Nadal because I was a fan of him. I had a hard time digesting his lost to Wawrinka (apologize if the spelling is not right) in the final of the Australian Open. Now I am a different person. Now I give my advice to live a happy life. To live a happy life avoid injuries not exercising too much. As a rule of thumb I would say to exercise and keep oneself fit with 3 days a week is good and for a profesional sports person I would say a maximum of 5 days is good. Maximum 3 hours a day. Think about swimming for 3 hours 5 days a week as a professional swimmer. How good would you be? How much difference between training 15 hours as a professional sportsman and training more than 15 hours a week? An injury is a tragedy, a trauma. After an injury is to start, not from the beginning, but again try to be where you were. An injury is a lost. To win is to not get injured. To win is to do your best. Does it matter who wins or lose? Does it really matter who wins or lose?. To compete is good because someone always wins and if there are not injuries nobody loses. To lose playing is not a tragedy, to lose competing is a good memory. If it is a good memory is good and if it is a bad memory is bad. If you win and you get injured is a good memory or a bad memory or both? The trophy is not important and did you need the prize? Do they need the prize? You compete for money but do you need the money? If the prize or the money is not needed the injury is the tragedy. I am explaining how I understand reality. The only that matters is to create the best possible memories. You create memories as you live and you keep some and you discard others. We only have one life and it is forever. The only that matters is God’s Creation. My advice to survive happy is take care of God’s Creation. Imagine you are waiting to be executed in the gas chamber of a nazi concentration camp for a crime you committed or you didn’t commit. What would you do to save yourself? Emergency!. Thank you.