I know the past is the only problem

I know the past is the only problem. We start from now. The past can not be changed. You is you and me is me now. I want peace and tranquility. I want to live well. What do you want? The wars somewhere else are putting your life in danger. The war in Ukraine is putting everybody in danger. Why ukrainians and russians fight? We all live on the same planet Earth. I claim to have discovered God is necessary and people don’t care. Amazing. You know how it is. People  don’t wish you the best. People want you down and they try to make you believe either you are more important than you really are or less important than you really are. To discover God is necessary is not easy. I feel I am giving away for free a painting better than the greats and envy and bad intentions are in my way. Humanity has to move on, now we know the universe was created by something incredibly powerful and intelligent. Now is different than before. I am chef, I can cook anything, I am the kind of chef that follows the recipe. You give me the recipe and I follow the recipe. Step by step with skill I cook the final product and if the product is not good it’s not my fault because I followed your recipe. I don’t want to work. I want the kitchen to be the past of my life. I am tired. Why I have to work? I want my Nobel Prizes and retire. A long holiday to digest my life. A long holiday to eat the best I can enjoying life to the fullest. Life is easy. The past is the past, forget about the past, the past never existed. The past is an illusion. The past is gone and gone and you try to get it back but you can’t. You can’t get back your past. You can’t relive your past. You can do nothing and when you can do nothing it’s better to let it go. One day at a time. Thank you.