I am in a library now

I am in a library now. I fantasize, I dream, I shout “Emergency!, your life is in danger, I am a psychologist, I am not a preacher, I claim I have discovered God is necessary. Do you want to learn why? I am a knowledgeable person and I have discovered Spinoza was right and God is literally everything that ever existed, exist and would exist. God is eternity, God is scary. The barn is burning and the boat is sinking and we have to minimize the damage. Let’s try to forget the past and move on. The past is the problem. The past can not be changed. The past is forever part of reality. Unfortunately the past can not be changed. Is it my fault that you are deceived? I am the good guy who wants to end atheism and religion with reason. I want my Nobel Prizes for discovering logically it is impossible the existence of the creation or finitude without the creator or infinitude. My idea of God is really scary. Religion are horror tales to scare and control kids. When I talk about God I talk about reality. Something real incredibly powerful and intelligent created the universe. It’s a fact. Reality is created from reality. I need to rest and mentally you could imagine. Ending atheism and religion with knowledge is not easy. It doesn’t come to you. You have to search for the truth with effort. Would you dare to read Spinoza? It can not harm to read Spinoza. Spinoza is a different idea of God. Spinoza had to be a good person. If you are pantheist you have to be a good person. The humbling reality is humanity have been deceived with a lie that looks like a lie. God is reality and the most cautious and intelligent is to not hurt God’s Creation. I am giving to you an advise that will save literally your life.Was the Quran memorized?, I am crying inside. Can you do what I am doing? I need to rest, I can not live like this. Why knowledge is censored? Why do humanity need spies? Is my life for real? I need to be understood.”. The truth is impossible to digest. I say unambiguously the Holocaust nazi happened after Spinoza discovered centuries ago the nature of God.”. I want peace and tranquility. I want the end of the war. I work as a pantry chef one day at a time. I am a tough person. I hold on. I resist. I survive. We have to survive happy, that’s all.” Thank you.