You have to understand I have to warn future generations of the dangers of atheism and religion. Spinoza was a good person and he wanted to help you. Humanity have lost so much time believing and God is necessary. The universe was created by an intelligent entity and the truth changes everything. I think Time or Time and Space created its own Life and Death. It’s just an idea that can not do harm to anyone and is censored. We are literally God’s Life. As long as there is life in the universe God is alive. Reality matters. To kill Reality is to kill God, literally, for real. God is transforming and has to survive, the universe has to survive. I can’t not fail. Imagine a world without religion and atheism understanding our lives are eternal. The mind is not destroyed when we die. All the information in the universe is stored. God knows God’s Creation. I need to stop working. I need to rest. I want my Nobel Prizes. Thank you. You are witness, tell them I did everything I could with what I got. I know it is difficult to admit to be wrong. It is impossible to admit to be wrong. Why I can not be right? Why Spinoza and me can not be right? Thank you.