addiction is a lie and you have been fooled because you are not honest enough impossibility possible miracle God eternal mortal finite infinite alive inert dream reality gradual stepped perfect imperfect superior inferior universe number money drugs everything nothing night day animal plant mineral conscious unconscious random predictable nature mind body same different fantasy created with without creator with without beginning end in time past present future from the will to live love care matter. hell and heaven is ourselves for eternity til endless death. God can not be deceived. there are no secrets. truth is life and lie is death.