i hire conspiracy theorists to read this blog for suspicious rare strange weird extravagant unusual peculiar abnormal dangerous obsessive maniac deluded mad erratic unexpected information impossibility possible miracle God eternal mortal finite infinite alive inert dream reality gradual stepped perfect imperfect superior inferior universe number everything nothing animal plant mineral conscious unconscious created with without creator with without beginning end in time from the will of live love care matter. heaven and hell is ourselves for eternity til death. there are no secrets. truth is life and lie is death.