If I had to die

If I had to die and cry “goodbye” due to your ill will executed I choose to hang from a tree free in the air falling from a chair to highlight with glare my rare hair under the sun because I hate guns the demon load with remorse. Share my public plea free at ease please before night because I want to live one more eve. Emergency with urgency for decency and love!. I am the soldier!, is not clear to your ears?!. Thank you.