What do atheists live for?

What do atheists live for? Is not the end of religion what you say you want? Do you want to spend the rest of your life preaching atheism is the truth, that is a lie, defending an idea without any arguments or do you want to witness the end of religion? If God decided to create the universe atheism is false. Who, what or how is this God it doesn’t matter for the moment. The most important question is “does God exist?”, that means “was the universe created by an incredibly powerful and intelligent entity?”. What is the point of debating if Jesus Christ resurrected or if the prophet Muhammad flew to heaven on a winged horse if atheists don’t accept God exists? I am not religious, I hate religion, I want to end religion, I was and i  am a victim of religion, I need to end religion for God’s sake. God is the first uncaused cause they don’t talk about in churches, mosques and synagogues, that’s it! that’s all! Forget about religion, I am not talking about religion, I am talking about our eternal existence. With God anything is possible and without God there is no hope. To discover God exists you have to understand it is better for you if God exists. Reality is eternal because from nothing can not be created something. It is possible to be happy thinking. Forget what the experts say. Is reality eternal? Reality must be created from reality. God is reality, substance, something real. I need to overcome the most severe and devastating censorship in history trying to save lives with knowledge. The truth is atheism is a logical fallacy that assumes God is the religious idea of the creator of the creation to conclude wrongly no creator exists because a particular idea of God doesn’t exist. Thank you.