Why christians refuse to ask for proof that the Quran was memorized?

Please listen to me because I need help and I help. Why christians refuse to ask for proof that the Quran was memorized?. Reality is unbelievable. I claim I have discovered the cure of addiction and I can prove it. If I can prove i have discovered the cure of addiction saving lives why I am suffering the most severe and devastating censorship in history?. Is it possible to not understand? Are you a mother of father?, do you understand what I mean when I say I have discovered the nature or cure of addiction?. It’s good news for you and your children. Imagine going to Alcoholics Anonymous to say the cure of alcoholism has been discovered to be rejected, don’t you see something odd?. I am a recovering addict and the truth that will help you survive is addiction is the psychology of a liar. God is the Mind Healer and cures addiction and other mental problems. My truth is atheism is a logical fallacy that assumes God is the religious idea of the creator of the creation to conclude wrongly no creator exists because a particular idea of God doesn’t exist. If you understand you are infinitely important. I help people survive, to survive everyone has to understand God exists. Spinoza discovered centuries ago the nature of God. Thank you.