Please listen to me.

Please listen to me because mentally i am holding on struggling. I am on antidepressants that don’t have power, whatever the antidepressant i am taking daily does it doesn’t change anything. I am on antidepressants and what? Can you feel the medicine?. I help myself with what i can. The purpose is to achieve what you want. I need something stronger, I think about heroin to have all my problems washed away in a hug of delicious oblivion. I need to be happy. I am a poet, I am a thinker, i am a deep person. I am a psychologist and rational thinker and I help people survive, I help the police, as long as the police don’t block me from YouTube I am so far ok. Listen please because I am a knowledgeable person, I am a recovering addict, i am a dreamer. My truth that will help you survive is atheism is a logical fallacy that assumes God is the religious idea of the creator of the creation to conclude wrongly no creator exists because a particular idea of God doesn’t exist. If you understand me you are infinitely important. Thank you.