I don’t know when I am going to die.

I don’t know when I am going to die. What would you do if you were me?. It’s infinitely important i am understood. I am tired and I don’t know what to do. I can not keep living like this. I run out of ideas and I need patience. I need to wait. I need to work and i am in London unemployed looking for a job. Since when it is difficult to find a job as a chef in London?. Who needs an experienced chef?. I need money. I need a chance. I am confident. Words have meaning. What did you understand so far?, what you did not understand?. I help the police for free because I can not stand the reality of living in London being me. I hear everyday police cars rushing and alerting of danger. I want to eliminate crime and. I feel. I don’t have more words. I have used all the possible combination of words and it didn’t work. I am going to rest, you know where to find me, I am your neighbour. I know i repeat myself and i don’t want to repeat myself. I claim i have discovered atheism is a logical fallacy and God exists. My truth is atheism is a logical fallacy that assumes God is the religious idea of the creator of the creation to conclude wrongly no creator exists because a particular idea of God doesn’t exist. If you understand you are infinitely important. Thank you.