Listen please,

Listen please, I am 15 minutes away from you, i am your neighbor. I can not live like this and I can not die like this. What would you do if you were me?. I know i repeat myself and I don’t want to repeat myself. My health is not great, I need to recover, I am unhealthy. I am a spanish citizen living in London being treated by the Metropolitan Police like a second class citizen. Why the police refuse to attend me?. For God knows how many years, incredible, I don’t have words because I have used them all. I don’t know why. I already paid an extravagant and obscene amount of taxes to the queen and king of Great Britain for the service I have received. I know how to end the war and crime and atheism and religion to be happy. I am a poet and artist. I am a psychologist, economist, rational thinker. I need a chance. How do you think i feel?. I claim I am the most intelligent person of all time and I want to help, I want to put my intelligence to good use. If you understand you are infinitely important. I am trying to overcome a censorship. My truth is atheism is a logical fallacy that assumes God is the religious idea of the creator of the creation to conclude wrongly no creator exists because a particular idea of God doesn’t exist. Thank you.