I need help. I am a spanish citizen living in London

I need help. I am a spanish citizen living in London. How can i access help?. I need to speak with someone who understands. What would be a reasonable response to my plea? I am a person like you. I am running out of money rapidly, I live on savings. I deserve better, I am helping you the most. Do you understand how valuable is the discovery that atheism is a logical fallacy for you? I need future generations to know the atheist logical fallacy and they will understand the deception. My truth is atheism is a logical fallacy that assumes God is the religious idea of the creator of the creation to conclude wrongly no creator exists because a particular idea of God doesn’t exist. Why God created life?. Understanding the nature of God you can be happy with little. We are in God’s hands, in God’s design. Whatever happens to me when I die it is God’s plan. What do you expect when you die?. Atheism is an impossibility, if religion is false doesn’t make atheism true. God is eternal. Will life be eternal?. As long as life exists God is alive. You  are literally a part of God, you are forever part of reality. I am explaining how I understand reality. I think God created life to live. It is an idea. Would you abandon atheism if the truth was your life is eternal?. Death is continuation, reality keeps transforming. Reality changes understanding God exists and we are God’s Creation. Reality is evidence, proof, God is everything that exists, past, present and future. Do you think I would claim I have discovered the nature of addiction, God and money if I had not done it?. And the censorship?, how do you explain the most severe censorship in history?. Kind regards. Thank you.