I can not live like this

I can not live like this, you have to understand. For how long would you be able to live my life?. I am not getting any professional help for my mental health. The NHS mental health services are so bad. Mental health professionals are corrupted. Mental health charities are useless for me. I am asking for help and I am unemployed looking for a job. I want to speak with a police psychologist, I promise I will not waste police time. I need to take care of my body. I need a change. I can help the police with my knowledge. Reality is incredible. If I say I know how to end all crime why I feel I am hated?. I promise I just need one chance and I will give a speech to humanity to end all crime. I am the greatest psychologist and I help people survive. Do you trust me? Imagine you are God and you come to planet Earth to inspect how things are going. What would you say?, that’s what I am planning to say. I am censored. My knowledge is increibly useful for humanity, your children. I look forward to hearing from you. Kind regards. Thank you.