If at least i had a salary my situation would not be so desperate and

If at least i had a salary my situation would not be so desperate and considering i deserve unarguably Nobel Prizes what do you think I should do?. My truth is atheism is a logical fallacy that assumes God is the religious idea of the creator of the creation to conclude wrongly no creator exists because a particular idea of God doesn’t exist. Reality is unbelievable and people believe movies and other stories. Thank you.