There is lack of understanding. The deception is real, every moment is eternal. If you abandon atheism or religion today is better than tomorrow. I tried to interrupt the war provoking the gold market crash but unfortunately humanity don’t understand. Do you trust me?, what do you know about addiction?, I am a recovering addict and psychologist. I need to establish a communication because I despair and suffer being ostracized socially. Parents are guilty. What parents teach their children?. The future can be better and I don’t know for how long i will have to be strong. Defeat is tempting. The solution is to share information and you are part of the problem or part of the solution. Not knowing God exists is different to not wanting to know God exists or not wanting others to know God exists. My truth is atheism is a logical fallacy that assumes God is the religious idea of the creator of the creation to conclude wrongly no creator exists because a particular idea of God doesn’t exist. Thank you.