I am unemployed looking for a job and

I am unemployed looking for a job and i could do a trial shift in a prison in London. I do the trial for free to prove myself. My curriculum vitae is almost perfect and unfortunately I am suffering the most severe censorship in history. I am trying to contact the police to help eliminate crime. This reality is not acceptable. I need a chance and I am ostracized socially. I need a change. I have great ideas. The question i keep asking obsessively is “what if I die?”. Are you talking or are you silencing?. My truth is atheism is a logical fallacy that assumes God is the religious idea of the creator of the creation to conclude wrongly no creator exists because a particular idea of God doesn’t exist. Thank you.