I have fantasies

I have fantasies, are they reasonable fantasies?. You are the police and I openly ask you “what would you do if you were me?”. I have been explaining without an answer for God knows how many years who I am and what I do. I am unhealthy and I don’t know when I am going to die. All i am asking from  you is to publish the atheist logical fallacy to end crime and grime and other undesirable suffering, if you need money I can give you all you want. Reality is not fantasy. Reality is now. Reality is experience. Reality is all we have. Do unicorns exist?, unicorns don’t exist, unicorns are fantasy. Reality is infinitely important because God exists, who is deceived?. Reality is unbelievable sad, unpleasant. Spinoza was right, humanity didn’t listen, I am right and again the same story but worse. My truth is atheism is a logical fallacy that assumes God is the religious idea of the creator of the creation to conclude wrongly no creator exists because a particular idea of God doesn’t exist. If you understand you are infinitely important. Thank you.