I feel i am living in the Matrix

I feel i am living in the Matrix. Could you please let me open the door to go out?. If you want to come with me you are welcome. I want to eliminate crime. I can help anyone, my knowledge is great. The atheist logical fallacy is more important than my life and your life, knowledge has to survive. If I die what is important is new generations understand God exists, and the rest of my knowledge. I understand reality best. I am warning you against the dangers of atheism and religion. I am trying to save your life and it’s impossible. I need to talk with someone open minded. Is it possible to be wrong?. Knowledge is essential. I feel humiliated begging for the publication of the atheist logical fallacy. I am at your service, I am your happy slave who behaves brave until my grave. I love being your slave, can I go now to pee before I wet in sweat? What more can I do for you?. I did my best and I didn’t escape the wet. Thank you very much for your hospitality. Thank you for less than nothing because now I have to work more. No impressive I guess, can you do it? I feel like crying inside. I would like to sell a poem or to have more words to say or write or new things to try. Unbelievable, and all the castle of cards crumbles with the strength of knowledge and the truth of the atheist logical fallacy. Mentally i am where I am, one day at a time. My truth is atheism is a logical fallacy that assumes God is the religious idea of the creator of the creation to conclude wrongly no creator exists because a particular idea of God doesn’t exist. Who is crazy? I am saying God exists because logically it is impossible the existence of the creation without the creator, and God is not joke or horror tale to scare kids. The true God scares anyone, but you have to understand. You can understand. How would you feel if the truth was your life is eternal and death is resurrection and continuation. Reality is a big brother and God is alive as long as life exists. Share if you dare and care about doubt. Thank you.