Think about what future generations are going to say.

Think about what future generations are going to say. Spinoza discovered the nature of God, that I have rediscovered, because logically it is impossible the existence of the creation or finitude without the creator or infinitude. How many people have to rediscover the same knowledge before humanity listen?. I fear i could die before overcoming the most severe censorship in history. I am unemployed, unhealthy, unhappy and life is unpredictable. I have crazy and dangerous fantasies that I struggle to keep at bay, everyday. One day at a time. Everyday I stay strong is a triumph. While I am alive i live for love, I can not do more, I am spent and I have to pay my rent. I need a nomination for a Nobel Prize and I will pay you with more than rice. I am bribing the police, could you answer please? Thank you.