I can not live like this and I can not die like this.

I can not live like this and I can not die like this. Is it my fault that humanity is deceived?. Is it my fault that God exists?. God exists and the truth matters and humanity need to know the truth. Spinoza was right and nobody listened. I am right and I am much alone. The deception is easy to understand being honest and impossible lying to oneself. How would have been your life if you had known your life is eternal?. I am telling you the truth to help you, your life is eternal. Ignore at your own peril what i am saying. God knows God’s Creation, God is living my life and your life. Pantheism is an understanding of reality with the intelligent creator of the universe or life. God created life after existing forever to live. My truth is atheism is a logical fallacy that assumes God is the religious idea of the creator of the creation to conclude wrongly no creator exists because a particular idea of God doesn’t exist. I did my best again. Thank you.