I am a psychologist and i need a program to explain God is necessary.

I am a psychologist and I need a program to explain God is necessary. I claim I have discovered God exists. I claim I have discovered the universe was created by something incredibly powerful and intelligent. I claim I have discovered the true God is Spinoza’s God. I am not a fool, I am a knowledgeable person. I like libraries, I read and write, I listen. Imagine you are an actor, imagine you start a theatrical play or a movie today, now. You create the story, you are the director, you direct reality, you decide how the movie goes with your life. Your life is part of the movie. The movie is recorded for all, all generations past, present and future. You are infinitely important. You are a protagonist in the history of God. I am not a preacher, I don’t sell religion. Religion and atheism are costing you your mental health and economy. Atheism and religion hurt you, for real, for eternity. If your God doesn’t exist you are deceived. The horrible reality that atheists and religious people sell doesn’t exist. I want to help you. To live understanding God exists is something else. Life is literally a miracle. When I say life is a miracle i mean when a molecule is divided God is literally divided. God is a logical paradox, an impossibility possible, eternity and infinitude. God is impossible to understand because we can not comprehend the existence of eternity or infinitude. I struggle. I need a change. I suffer from obsessive thinking, an obsession, something bad but kind of you can not stop doing. The problem, the worry, is that I don’t know when I am going to die. I have something to do before I die. I have to know future generations know the atheist logical fallacy before I die, to rest in peace. To protect yourself and your loved ones you have to teach God is necessary because logically it is impossible the existence of the creation or finitude without the creator or infinitude. Emergency. The war must stop. Thank you.