If I die

If I die I resigned myself that of all my work future generations know I claim I have discovered God is necessary. I feel like crying inside. If future generations know God is necessary is enough. Just that. You don’t even have to tell to your innocent and vulnerable children I discovered atheism is a logical fallacy. Keep the truth for you, don’t tell anyone. The truth will be your secret. You know I am serious. When the time comes what are you going to say? My truth is atheism is a logical fallacy that assumes God is the religious idea of the creator of the creation to conclude wrongly no creator exists because a particular idea of God doesn’t exist. I want the war to end. Emergency! Listen because people are dying. Listen because your life matters because God exists. Eternity really exists. Eternity is not a joke. Eternity is scary. The fear of God comes understanding God is necessary. What is going to happen to me when I die? What I have done to God’s Creation? Did I live my life to make God happy? At the end only God matters because our life is infinitely short compared with eternity. Thank you.