I don’t understand

I don’t understand, I am incredulous and I don’t have faith. I just don’t get it. The past is the past and it can not be changed. Would you share this loving poem to save your life? What about your innocent and vulnerable children? Listen please because people are dying. God exists and the truth matters. You should not ignore God exists. Listen to me please because I am a knowledgeable person. I  not talking about religion. Shall I go to Kiev to hand out this loving poem? What shall I do?. I want to end the war in Ukraine. What if I die? I have discovered atheism is a logical fallacy and other vital discoveries that humanity censor so future generations don’t know. The truth is atheism is a logical fallacy that assumes God is the religious idea of the creator of the creation to conclude wrongly no creator exists because a particular idea of God doesn’t exist. Why? Thank you.