I need to speak with you please

I need to speak with you please. I am trying to end the war in Ukraine with knowledge. I am a psychologist and person of many talents and I claim I have discovered God is necessary. I am not a clown to be laughed at or a charlatan looking for attention. I am a poet and artist searching for beauty and tranquility. My truth, that is censored and saves lives, is atheism is a logical fallacy that assumes God is the religious idea of the creator of the creation to conclude wrongly no creator exists because a particular idea of God doesn’t exist. I will rephrase the atheist logical fallacy to facilitate the understanding. Atheism is a logical fallacy that assumes God is “sky daddy” to conclude wrongly no creator exists because a particular idea of God doesn’t exist. If your God doesn’t exist you are deceived. Your God doesn’t exist because we have free will, therefore the future of reality can not be known. Without free will reality would be deterministic. You choose freely. The true God is Spinoza’s God. If you understand God is necessary because logically the creation or finitude can not exist without the creator or infinitude your life changes incredibly for the better. Christians refuse to ask for proof that the Quran was memorized. Why?.Thank you.