My only hope is that you understand I am a psychologist

My only hope is that you understand I am a psychologist and knowledgeable person and I want to help you. I don’t want to hurt you. I don’t want to deceive you. I want you to know, I am warning you. I claim I have discovered God is necessary. Do you understand I claim I have discovered God exists? I know God exists. I am sure 100% God exists because logically the universe can not be eternal. If God exists everything changes because many people are deceived, for real because something incredibly powerful and intelligent created the universe, for eternity. God is scary because it is eternity. God is impossible to understand because it is eternal and infinite. I don’t want you to believe me. I want you to understand me. I am an intellectual, I am not a fighter. I am fighting. I don’t want to fight. I want peace and tranquility. I need to rest. Spinoza was right and pantheism is the truth. When a molecule is divided God is literally divided. I want to explain why your God doesn’t exist rationally. Your God doesn’t exist because we have free will and we decide what is reality and what is not reality. God can not know the future of life, it is impossible. If God knew the future of life reality would be deterministic. If God knew the future of life free will or responsibility would be an illusion. We are responsible for our lives because we decide freely, uncaused. You do it because you want to do it, because you have reasons to do it. Keep this loving poem for you just in case you need to save the world. I am censored for obvious reasons. My truth is atheism is a logical fallacy that assumes God is the religious idea of the creator of the creation to conclude wrongly no creator exists because a particular idea of God doesn’t exist. I want to end religion and atheism with a perfect understanding of reality and I don’t know when I am going to die. Emergency! Trust me. You choose. Thank you.