In life to be happy we have to be wise

In life to be happy we have to be wise. I unambiguously claim God is necessary. I am not joking. I claim I have discovered God exists. I claim the true God is Spinoza’s God. Reality is a miracle and whoever discovers the true God wins. You just have to read Spinoza to understand for yourself if I am right or wrong. I don’t know when I am going to die. Do you understand my anxiety? Do you understand my concern? I am worried. I don’t want to hurt you. I don’t want to deceive you. I am not trying to overcome the most severe and devastating censorship in history in social media to deceive you. I am depressed. Is it possible to believe it is impossible to be wrong believing? My truth is atheism is a logical fallacy that assumes God is the religious idea of the creator of the creation to conclude wrongly no creator exists because a particular idea of God doesn’t exist. It shatters my heart to pieces to witness the war and innocent and vulnerable children dying. I want to stop the war with knowledge. Does God exist? Logically it is impossible the existence of the creation or finitude without the creator or infinitude. Because God exists everything matters. You are ready to read Spinoza if you understand reality is eternal because from nothing can not be created something. To understand God exists and the universe was created is the most important knowledge. If you knew God exists would you dedicate your life to find the true God?. Our lives are short and the only that matters is eternity. God is scary because it is eternity. Life was designed and also death. I can’t not keep going like this. I need to rest. You have to understand. Put yourself in my mind. Emergency! Trust me. Keep this loving poem for you in case you need to save the world. I am censored for obvious reasons in front of you. Why? Spinoza and I are good persons. Pantheists are good persons. Thank you.